Why do i have such trouble letting things go? I’ve come to realize that certain things will never be truly healed. And i just can’t accept that no matter how hard i try. I wish i  could just move on but i can’t. And it seems that i go out of my way to remind myself of the past and everything that upsets me. I don’t know what it’s going to take to make me forget and move on with my life. I’m scared. I’m scared that i will hold these things in forever and it will eventually eat me alive, Or i’ll go down a dangerous path to replace these feelings. The past is the past and i know i can’t change it, But i would give everything to be able to. I haven’t cried like this in a while, It’s awful and i hate it. I just want to live my life as if nothing ever happened just like normal people can. I can guarantee that everyone whom i have history with doesn’t even think about the past like i do, I have such a strong emotional attachment to people once i get close to them and then shit happens and its like a piece of my soul was ripped from me. Then i think about them and now they probably never think about me or events from the past and it eats away at me because it just makes me feel stupid. Totally and completely stupid. Why do i still care? Why can’t i just be numb? I’m tired of feeling. I’m tired of my mind dredging up everything i want to incinerate from my memory. I just want someone to help me suppress these feelings and memories, Replace them. Destroy them. I can’t deal with it anymore. My past is filled with regret. God, I hate it so much.

tagged → #mylife

norgelicious:

If you’re in any way involved in alternative subculture, whether it’s goth or punk or, you know, a whole bunch of those things, you’re probably going to get asked a lot of these questions…”

ya-ssui:

Robstar snuggle doodle dump! ovo/

They are going to be the death of me. Someone stop me.

potterlovermore:

potterlovermore:

potterlovermore:

potterlovermore:

potterlovermore:

Someone wrote Sugar, were going down swinging on the bathroom wall in blood and now our school is on lockdown omfg

THE POLICE ARE HERE OMFG

There is this girl laughing her ass off in the corner of my classroom. I wonder if she…

SHE DID

I just made a new friend

tillyhale:

Thought I’d join in (insp.)

Wearing anklets is a sign of the marital status in many Hindu cultures and is considered to be a symbol of good luck for herself and her husband.

A scientific reason given for wearing anklets is that by wearing the anklets, one’s energy is not wasted but re-vibrated back to one’s own body. Also, since the woman wears a lot of gold jewellery in any Hindu religion, a lot of electrical currents are produced in the body. To counter these currents and to keep the positive energy flowing in the body, the practice of wearing Silver anklets is established.

rex-the-shepherd:

dubstepblitz-and-puertorico:

spay1100:

kiramizuka:

thedashinghoodlum:

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This post gives me a level of happiness that I’m just not used to.

its back on my dash.

i always think of france when i hear this.

DON’ KNOW WHY

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babygoatsandfriends:

Yea um if don’t got much to say lol😅#cutnessoverload #Raccoon #petsofvine

peacelovehappinessandwriting:

jamesfactscalvin:

mrshudsonstolemytardis:

Prince Harry and John Barrowman both do a mutual high five/ass slap combo omg

Can we just appreciate that John smacked Prince Harry’s royal ass so hard that the guy actually had to rub himself a little while John waves his hand

Can we just appreciate that John smacked Prince Harry’s royal ass 

jionttt:

complete 180 degree flip like a perfectly grilled hamburger patty


Tim Burton and Winona Ryder on the set of Edward Scissorhands (1990)

Tim Burton and Winona Ryder on the set of Edward Scissorhands (1990)

4rianagrande:

i hope u find someone that mindlessly plays with your hands and lightly strokes your legs and massages your back and plays with your hair and i hope that u feel like you’re home when u look at them

jeremy9304:

ascendmotherfucker:

johnathanegbert:

i found the video

source

Are you shitting me?

YAAAASS JAPAN

spazzeon:

clefairydance:

every time someone says the word “spoopy” in pokémon episode 170 - A Better Pill to Swallow

SPOOPY